I don't know why I am sharing this story .. t I just wanted to say that to feel better to feel less broken. 3years ago, I was a free soul without regrets without limits who want to experience every thing ever single thing. 2018 march 3rd I was in my balcony waiting for my swiggy order eagerly like a kid. Suddenly my door bell rang I ran towards the door because my little stomach was Hungary and thousands of rats are beeping into my stomach. I opened the door a boy with 6 ft height perfect Body and messy look was standing in front of me ( yeahh.. I know it sounds like some romantic movie but yes it happened in my own personal life) . He asked me 'yeh rakesh ji ka ghr kahan hai'. I helped him with the address then I realized wow those thousands rats are now gone somewhere. After few minutes my order was at my doors . After three day I was at the nearest grocery store and suddenly he came there to buy some stuffs. I was very sure that he will not recognize me but still